8/21/08 Can My Life Get Any Worse? Options

[BGOAT wiz]

A year of worsts. Well this year is turning out to be a bad bad year. 1st i lose my grandmother just before xmas. My grandmother was my life, my savior, she was everything to me. then shortly after my dog dies. I just started to heal from my grandmothers death then come shortly after memorial day after I visit her grave in vermont Melissa my wife at the time decides she wants a divorce and shortly after starts seeing this guy she is working w/ it was also right before our 6th anniversary. of course this was a major blow to me. I am still not over that and it's still hard. she moved out bout a month ago etc etc. well now I think I am going to lose my job. now this means a lot of things. I live where I work. so if I lose my job I lose my place. without money I can't register my car which needs to be registered by the end of this month. since it is in my grandfathers name. this also means my kids won't be able to go back to the school they so love. so no job, no place to live, no car, no wife, no dog, no grandmother all in the span of less then a year. so ya I don't know how I am going to handle this if I do lose my job and place I live and I don't know what this means for BGOAT either. No job means I can't afford to pay for the site... yet again. so if I am not on or the site goes down... well. shit happens I guess. bgoat.com is paid for until april. bgoatclan is only paid in 3 month increments. not sure when it is paid thru. not sure where my life is going to go at this point if it goes at all. it's a lot of shit to handle and I am not sure if I can do it.

[wut wut]

I have hosting we could use. I need to talk to wiz.